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My dream blackberry

2010-07-18T03:48:00.001-07:00

How i love the new white blackberry:)) Really appreciate everyone who take an effort to even wish me on my birthday, I am quite miserable though turning nineteen this year, I couldnt explain much why am I like this but the feeling just came.

Well, there is too much I can say about work. But to summarize it,it would be hectic, stressful and fun at the same time being a work maniac. I do feel tired when I have to work and teach at the same day, I'm still not wonder woman YET.

People are enrolling in college, some are still working. I felt left out sometimes thinking everyone had went to college except me.Hope everything will get better for everyone and me in the days coming.

oh, I've actually been thinking to start up a blog with lots of jobs on it and definitely much more easy to access to compare to JS or whatsoever. Suggestion anyone?

Thank you Andrenne, Jian Sheng, Ken Wee and Zhong Xian for turning up at my doorway to celebrate my birthday.

Thank you April and Nazim as both of you actually had took out some time for me for my birthday, I can still feel very happy now and then thinking about you guys.

Thanks b for everything.

Sicked

2010-04-22T08:33:00.000-07:00

photo credits to mia.

I was sick in the pass few days, 90 percent of the day ,I was lying on the bed.

My fever kills,and I almost died.

I somehow start to have this flashback about everything that happened right from the first semester,it was even sickening because that is when I start to miss everyone one by one.

If we ever meet again

2010-04-10T19:24:00.001-07:00

Thanks B,ly

Finals is here, which means one thing

we might be walking on our own ways.

I will miss you April,badly.

I will miss Anak Datuk, so much

I will miss this farkin guai lan preety boy, a lot

I will miss black lemon,truck loads

What am I gonna do without all of you?

I'll never be the same, if we ever meet again.

I gotta see your face some more.

April

2010-04-03T20:41:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday April(:

Actually,I felt like celebrating your birthday at a club, inviting every single person you know,even Nicole and Toby, give you all the guitars you wanted, make you drunk, and let you have the time all of your life.

From the first semester, I didnt even want to talk to you because you look so arrogant, when I'm looking at you,what you did was just turn away and that is when we are not friend's yet. But I used to admire you for having a great boyfriend and you guys look like a Forever kind of thing.

When I first join your class in the second semester,you started talking to me. Emira did as well. I know you better later on and find that you are such a great friend that I can't afford to lose and I tell myself during early 2010 that I must give you this birthday you will never forget. I marked your birthday in my diary as one of the highlights.

I realised that you have so many friends that love you so much that they contributed a lot for your birthday.Everyone knew you sacrificed and helped us alot,April. So,without all your friends right, this whole birthday would'nt work out and I will be a loser.

Your birthday card was such a pain in the ass but after completing, I felt like....a feeling beyond crying, very touched indeed.

Because looking back at the birthday card, I realised that we had walked together facing so many obstacles, we cried, we laughed alot. A whole bunch of it. I don't think think I can ever forget all of these. Never in my life.

April,Happy 19th birthday, Love you truck loads.

Droooools

2010-03-28T05:06:00.000-07:00

Can u simply resist Miranda Kerr?

I throw short pencils away too

2010-03-20T23:54:00.000-07:00

At park royal

Last night was fun. With fab desserts and so-so main course(: But definitely with nice people.Ah, teacher peick hong, chin fong and Jo bee!

Well,Jo bee was like my kindergarten closest friend ever. Although we lost touch but until today I have a strong memory that she got a pair of hands that I remembered touching it, I start to think whether we hold hands.

I like that day when we plant "taugeh" in the eggshell.

Suddenly remembered what chin fong said, we used to have this rumour most of the kids will believed about the pencil.

"If you use this really short pencil, your mum will be as short as the pencil"

I can still remember that I'm so afraid using short pencils.

We talked about our concert.Me and Jo bee used to dance this hokien song which is so pathetic. Chin fong's class got the nice song.

We read Peter and Jane. We eat biscuits and milo for breaktime. We have cute uniforms.

Too much to say indeed(:

Menara TM, Jack Neo's new movie, and my shadow

2010-03-13T01:58:00.000-08:00

Assignment and project was suicidal i can tell you. Juggling myself with all these with work is certainly not easy but I've managed to do all surprisingly. What dissapoints me is when I did so much yet get really lil credit for it,once again proves that life is never fair.

I'm glad that that I'm leaving soon, get away from faces that I didnt want to see.

I went TM headquaters with two of my babes. Staring at this tall building makes me wonder how powerful it is. After chatting with this nice lady with super long stories,I know now 27k people is working for this company and I was thinking why is it when so many people works here but still there are complaints? What if, I'm saying what if, that this company collapse one day, what will happen to all of the twenty seven thousand workers?
I blessed you,TM.
I pray for Mia to make a difference in there, I'm waiting.
I will give you one free louis vuitton handbag as a reward that is IF i'm rally working in there as well.

Oh, I've recently just watch Jack Neo's new movie called " My wife is not stupid, BUT I am".
Great,another tiger. But,this time with more dramas.
What i can review after watching this movie is that, the lead actor can even want to date a 16 year old, ten or eleven different affairs,I salute the wife for only fainting but not die on the spot.

To the kids of Jack, I think I myself wouldnt accept this if my father did this but, what I wanna say is that,be strong, to stand for your dad if you feel like it.

I've not been sleeping enough, I have black circles and loads of zits. I'm a monster.

April,I know you tried very hard to be tough.Kudos.My shoulders will always be there for you,leader.You are a good one.Even better than Peter.

Mia, I hate you for being filthy rich,but I know u struugled alot,you tried, but hey,don't get sick too often alright,keep urself healthy.

Man's ego

2010-02-11T09:07:00.000-08:00

This morning, I woke up.

I slept back.

I was forced to wake up again to go to college. Then, traffic jam again. And there is so many cars. My Dad's ego came out.

Person A signal. Person B speed for not letting Person A coming in. Person A continue on that lane but speed off later. Person's B ego was ....what's that word? oh, i got it in malay first,it's diancam and few seconds ago,I googled it and so Person's B ego was threathened.Then, Person B speed off pressing the accelerator kao kao. My dad was Person B.

I was listening to this song over and over again,hope to catch every freaking beat to shut off myself from the world outside,because even the slightest issue of wearing the same colour causes destructive havoc.

But there is times, I feel like I need to do the yakking :)

So happy valentines day turns out to be clashing on the first day of CNY which means what? I prefer cash than presents sometimes:)

I still want a toy poodle. I was in love with a tommy hilfiger bag. I still hopes for a lomo cam desperately. I want to get tons of clothes and accesories. My latest addiction? That bling bling phone kit I saw at a shop near petaling street with April who thought I would have a crush on her,mind you. oh dear.

I want to go to Darren and Aprils' house/

Black lemon's

2010-01-23T05:34:00.000-08:00

A lemon not neccesarily have to be yellow like the one i met and cursed him right at the first day we met each other.A 19 birthday party. Still childish as ever. But for one thing, a nice friend he can be:)

April put so much effort in it. I never see Darren do so much for a friend before,he can actually stand at a parking spot waving to other cars like mad phsyco doing some street dance.And I never see Emira with that excitement before. I never see everyone gather togther before until that day. Who knew Nazim can sacrifice so much for a friend that is not even close to him?Who knew that the birthday boy will be this happy? I didnt knew Brendan as well as Daniel would come either!! And amazingly khai vern can stay for this long for Levan.Even his seremban's friend are willing to come all the way for him

Why is everyone sacrificing to make this idiot happy on his birthday?

Happy birthday Levan. TNB. KNB.

Happy 20 ani :)

2010-01-23T05:28:00.000-08:00

Daddy,mummy, I hope that both of you have more twenty years to walk together,eternally.
Love you both.

Yes, was forced to taked this shot by xian

twenty ten start off

2010-01-10T03:19:00.000-08:00

my twenty ten resolution.

To adapt with changes easily and bravely,study harder, get to know more people, play more, love more.

Yesterday was the first time teaching english,and 30 bugs per hour is not an easy thing. Me and chin fong had this slow motion accident yesterday and I was shocked that her saga is much more tougher than that Freaking- anti P- liscense- and- strong- cantonese- speaking woman.

I can feel this last semester would be one rocking sem, would be the next roller coaster I couldn't wait to ride. Happiness is indeed on the way.

Oh,I did my first parking today and I'm cursing the car and myself. Drooling over Jodi's 19 minutes, effing nice book i can say.

But apparently,April is yawning alreaady,a bad sign.

I swear I'm gonna get every single lomo cameras in town.

LY,beef.

Penang voila :) still 2009

2010-01-02T21:41:00.001-08:00

I got foot cramp again and this is what happen -.-

My family

PMS stands for? Penang medical Supplies woot

it was penang in 2009:) don't expect to see any bikinis because my sis is not there to take that of me as all of them went to horse riding! Imagine how much calories I took in with bowls and bowls of fab food,I bet everyone was staring at me when I'm in the pool as they felt the wave when I jumped it LOL

We visit cousins and relatives and breathe fresh air there, I really wanna go there again! Thumbs up for Flammingo hotel by the way,cheap but very nice rooms and service, am so satisfied! Penang I love.

let me blog enough of 2009 first:)

2010-01-01T06:25:00.000-08:00

Cameron wanting to win

Callum on my side

oh,they rocked

so I'm not done with 2009 blog posts yet! My penang trip post is comin up really soon though:) Went with mum and sis to aunt's mary hse and here's what we did with all the free time. Guess what? They are boys aged 5 and 9, they knew how to play carrom OMGWTF I lost to Cameron and I think it's really ridiculous,how could I lose to this 9 year old kid??!

( I figure that they are kids so I've decided not to bully them actually:) )

But,my nail hurts after all the fliping,grr..

my sis, this great dancer

the big robot

Big and small

Callum the gorilla with both of them

I can't decide whther they are astronauts or robots:)

Really new version of monopoly city. I'm just pure outdated. A 9 year old who knows biggie words like the INDUSTRIALS and RESIDENTIALS.

It's Wii time ;)

They are into football as well. Cameron is Arsenal's fan, he said he hated ManU ,high5:) Callum love ManU

I just love Aunt Mary's house.Anyway, the kids were playing greenday and taylor swift. So this is the what Cameron and I was saying.

Cameron : Do you know Lady gaga?

Me: Yeap, which song do you like from her?

Cameron: well,I like alot of them like Just dance, Poker face, Paparazzi,Boys boys boys

and many more! But I feel one of her song is kinda gross

Me:Which one?

Cameron: There's this song about this stick thing, do you know what she meant by that stick?

Me: (acts stupid, because I expected him to give me an innocent answer) what?

Cameron: It's actually the boy's private part *grin*

Me: *stoned*

A conversation between me and a nine year old. Do not underestimate kids these day.

HUNTS!!

2009-12-19T23:51:00.000-08:00

yes, I've been watching this drama for the past few days and I can say it's nice ;) I rmbered April tellin me about this drama but I still think that guy over there looks average, wonder why my sis kept drooling about him.

I was so addicted to leather jackets now.How am i gonna survive with that addiction with my wallet with a hole?

It's been off and on raining and super hot, makes me really sick. pfft.

Its my first time drivin manual today. I bet Patrick ( my instructor) was also bored with the changing gear and rounds I've been making for 1 hour. Hope that I didn't destroy his gearbox oh my.

Christmas comin', vacations comin, 2010 comin. Can't wait

I miss college already,badly

2009-12-16T08:26:00.001-08:00

photo credits to mia:)

I'm rotting badly with mushrooms covered with spider webs at home. Missed Mia and April toooooo.

Enne's eighteen:)

2009-12-10T23:42:00.000-08:00

@ the library having that very strong tequila :) Happy birthday andrenne! We have been friends for more than 11 years and I'm glad that our friendship is still remaining. I wish you all the best in life and I love you so much! Thanks to everyone who make it to the party by the way especially felicia! Not forgetting Vin vin who actually have the heart to celebrate the second Andrenne turn 18, I can say that night will be the best night out!

How lucky is Andrenne to have two nights celebrating her birthday!I love you.

Thanks to beef and vin whom helped me out:)

Kisses to beef!!

Thanks to vanissa and Angeline.

Also fug those who ffk the last minute.

Andrenne's creation

2009-12-06T07:49:00.000-08:00

I'm so proud of enne's creation. I don't know why but I felt emotional. Emotional in a sense like a mother who felt so touched by her own's daughter's success, I know I'm mad. But I knew you can do much more better than this.

2 days ago days,one of vinz sentence struck me, one line he said to me through the phone
"You know enne but you don't understand her, but I do"
I suddenly went mute. Yes its true I knew you for like what? 11 years? But do I really understand you as a good friend?
Maybe I do, but there are still spaces for curiosity.There is still doubts
These doubts makes me terrified that maybe I no longer have anyone around me which is sickening
I always put you at the top but do you?

I know I was so far away from you and I have curfews, and because of that I failed to be the top in you?
Thanks to beef and Victor for everything by the way.

happy birthday dear laine lee

2009-12-04T19:33:00.000-08:00

Jing,happy birthday:) I was desperately wanting to plan out a major birthday party for you but it didn't work out perfectly but I hope you like that dinner Chris and I planned it for you. If it was not you that came to sit beside me at the 1st semester , I believed I'm all alone now. Luckily we laughed together at the end and thank you for all the good memories. I know we are seprated for now, but I know our friendship will remained. I wanted to give all the things you want for your birthday seriously.I love you.

biography of April

2009-11-28T01:22:00.000-08:00

ten shots of april's faces that i will never forget.

She have big round eyes and brown short hair.People will questioned whther or not she is a girl or a boy? She said she switched hormones with her brother so I believe her brother is girly.

She have a very big smile and everyone knows her in school. She is like the class's godmother, that equals to the representative of our class. She laugh like a mad woman.She have a good friend called Emira. She hates Nikki who points the middle finger frequently.

She have a mickey mouse bag. She loves blue color. She likes to paint her nail.

The funniest thing about her is that she is afraid of butterflies. But she have this butterfly necklace which will actually change color according to her mood. She ties up her hair sometimes. She's beautiful in the inside as well as the outside. After knowing her, you will feel that she's much more beautiful enough said.

Finally,I get to shake my ass :)

2009-11-26T00:03:00.001-08:00

photo credits to mia:)

am glad that finals are finally over,but somehow my head keeps spinnin like I still have so much to do. I've been sick so badly that I can't even swallow food because I have this big thing in my throat and its swollen so mum was curious why was I not happy since finals already finish.

I used my hand language " I can't even do the talking, happy for what eh?"

So,finals is done, what now?

I want to continue my driving lesson, I want to hang out with April and Emira, I want to go shopping, I want to go travelling, I want to go for for our class trip, I want to meet up with Rina, I want to meet up Naomi, I want to go out with vin vin and enne, I want to meet Ju-ee, I want to go out with darren and levan, I want to watch movie, I want to swim, I want to read, I want to go out with beef. I want to go watch enne's fashion show.

So many birthdays comin,I better be ready.

P1 max have their potong ad's all around fighting with TM, through all sorts of media, and I thought people will be influenced and to start changing to P1 then to TM, P1 then to TM.
But what amazed me is that,humans around me are really starting to potong their real thing.OH what's wrong with the male?

princess's birthday

2009-11-14T18:05:00.000-08:00

141109, princess' ying nine years old birthday:) She's a millenium baby.

She took my stuff without my freaking permission, she broke my stuff, she shouts at me, she embarassed me in public, and i love her.

I was out for the whole day and was so exhausted.I can say this week is so hectic, I can't even breathe in properly. When can I have my holidays? oh my

I've been through a day like this. I wanted to call this person,she didn't acknowledge me. I wanted to speed down the road, the lights turned red.I wanted sun,and it rains. I wanted to surprise this person, she grabs me with her hands.I wanted the clock to tick slower, but it seems to be ticking faster than usual. It is indded a bad day. Or I was having too much of good times,laughing too much?

I will definitely pray hard for tomorrow's debate and human comm presentation.GEE!

love

Mia's brother purple wedding

2009-11-07T04:48:00.000-08:00

Nesh sesat dekat belakang! haha

The fourth month of the year and me are being extremely jaggun,"wah's" all the way when we walk around the house.I like Mia's room

GOT SWIMMING POOL!!!

GOT AV ROOM!

GOT REFRIGERATOR AT THE LIVING ROOM!! "by nazim"

SO NICE THE BEDROOM!!

WAH! MASSAGE CHAIR!

GOT PANICK BUTTON AT EVERY ROOM!!

GOT INTERCOM!!

WAH,THE TOILET SO NICE!

amazement all the way.Impressed.

Not that I've never seen such beautiful house but just to talk the talk with april:) Thank you kai for being the driver of the day.Nesh drove his bro's blue suzuki swift tailing behind us.The bride was preety and the groom,look adorable with his chubby face! Their yellow suit was preety and Mia's purple baju kurung is one in a million.She wore makeup today and I would say effing gorgeous, I bet Nesh and Nazim was drooling over her.

The food was mouth watering and the purple syrup is ok.Luckily is not the rose one which I don't drink even a single sip. Everyone seems to wear purple and I feel like wearing purple too!congratulate Effendi and his wife,hope both of you will live happily ever after, that's what I said to the camera man;)Looks like the whole wedding is perfect.Thank you Mia for inviting me.Felt so bad not bringing a present there.

Heavy rain when we went back home.I was late for the training. I feel nice hanging out with all of you by the way.

My dad's big bang 50th surprise birthday

2009-11-07T04:12:00.000-08:00

My dad turned fifty today and I have this big emotional explosion because he has walked half of his life already. I hugged him. Wanting to kiss him on his cheek so badly. I wanted to give him everything I have.My father is man who loves me more than anything else seriously, I guess he is willing to wipe even if my butt is full of shit on it. I actually planned long time, way back pass few months to think how to set a meaningful birthday party for him. My first thought was actually have a party at home and do catering. But,later on MUM said it's better we go out to eat.

At the end,sixteen of us sat along this round table. Grandpa, Grandma, Big aunt, Uncle victor and Mary ee ee with cameron and callum, my two cousins, Rachel and Caroline, David which is Rachel's boyf ( they make a great couple :),they don't look like two people who will fight ), and my family.Thanks to everyone who came for the dinner.I love you guys. Great food, suck at the part where there is too much of brocolli's.Mary ee ee's cake was fab!! and Callum played the violin wonderfully.

My dad got the surprise and he told me it was definitely memorable.Unfortunately,it was not touching enough as he did not cry. My dad don't cry anyway.

I love you papa.You are one dad every kids wish to have.

I keep my fingers cross the other day

2009-10-30T20:04:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday naij.You are finnaly one grown up indian man with sentimental enne said,i realised that too. We can even comunicate in numbers with our hoodies.Its been a long day on 29th and worst,exhausted. It's really a longer journey when enne kept telling me that we left how many stations to go yet.We celebrated naij's birthday with sweats and laughter. Me and enne were the two giels lost in setapak but i can say enne's GPS is really working well because eventually we got the right place in meters not in kilometers luckily.

But,thanks to beef. Beef save our day. :)

stop wearing that grey gayish singlet,naij.

All about lies that don't counts

2009-10-30T18:57:00.000-07:00

I'm having period and it's a lie. I didn't want to go toilet with you and it's a lie. I didn't mean to ditch you during breaks. I apologise, just feel like surprising you with a cake, your bunch of friends and at last, everlasting memories about your 18 birthday that you will never forget.:)

Thanks to april who plan this with me.I love you

Thanks to Nesh who walk with me in the rain just to get the cake.

Why Nesh? because april and levan have to distract the birthday girl who is damn smart.

Happy birthday MIA.

loves.

i want holga holga!

2009-10-25T08:01:00.000-07:00

i want holga so much

It's been one hectic week i didnt even get a chance to go inhale and exhale properly.

I was glad that kidman's family came down last weekend,surprising though.They always appear just like that,magic show.POOF!
But,guess what?The next day kidman went back to singapore,her photo i snapped of her wearing shades dissapear as well,preety unusual right?I KNOW! how could that happen?dumb nokia5800.
Daddy's 50 birthday is coming,woohoo and I just can't wait to see his face,how will he react on that day.It's a big impact to me actually that he had walk past half of his life already,what could i do more for him?he will always be the best dad around for me.

I have mirco presentation again,luckily the topic is much more easier than the 1st one,english asignment,human com journals & presentations,what else?oh,ken wee's mum is gonna give more accounts asignments,and sigh she will just fling her hair like that.But for one,I can see our sem2 is gonna over real soon which is fortunately something to be happy about.
I've been working really hard for college and the job too, and i desperately needed some rest.
A getaway, A makeover, A sweet dream ?

Happy birthday Leelian,MIA, and xan mei. You womans,I really hope that I can do something bigger than just wishing happy birthday but I can't help it when I can't deal with my own work now but i hope all of you really have a blast and have a good start for this turning point in your life.
Leelian,I feel like smacking your butt.
Mia, I feel like laughing with you.
Xan mei,I feel like hugging you.

I just went to my first undang lecture today and it is suffocating. Why can't I just drive on the road again without going through all this?Dang.I brought my earphones and the sudoku book there to kill boredom.
Naij's birthday is this coming thursday, what will happen on that day?

Meetups with Rina,Jing,and Naomi.I'm gonna make it happen.

Beef can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare.

when you are lost and stuck in the middle of doing your essay

2009-10-16T21:34:00.000-07:00

Presenting the world's most historical moment of the semicollon's and mia's first time of touching each other's bag whereas i will leave the part of me carrying both of their bags speechless.Still stuck with the english essay damn it. Wonder when we became like this:) Happy Deepavali by the way, Ms. Jaya is making muruku,she will bring it next week but blechhhhh ,I'm not a fan of muruku.

the second picture of two mak cik's

2009-10-11T03:58:00.001-07:00

me and mia

The second picture of me with a girlfriend.MIA makcik :) love you babe,you are always uber nice

five of us having the time of our lives with fifteen of them

2009-10-11T02:57:00.000-07:00

i can say we had fun:) what can compared with spending time with your friends plus doing a good deed?oh gosh! and the kids there is lovely i guess,you can feel they don't want you to go.One thing about going there that day that makes me wonder,why they kept pulling my hands just to see my nails!I think April got the same treatment,laugh out loud.

Ms. Dorothy is like some strict homemaker/principle i can say,by the way she talks and screams.

I will be scared too i think.

I felt bad not remembering each of their names anyway.

Those kids there are considered well behaved than i can imagined actually,although they kept bugging you with tons of questions,but overall they are cute,lovable. Girls there are having super short hair and that always mislead me for thinking "hey!that boy over there!" I swear that line just slipped out of my retard fugly red mouth,I didn't mean to is just that why are people giving you all girls those boyish haircuts?

saving shampoo cost?HEE

Ms.Dorothy,if you gonna take those presents away from those kids,i hope you think twice :)

I guess Nazim just wasn't that guy everyone thinks he is,He won't approach people so i guess you guys gonna have to make the first move to be friends with him!I wonder whether all five of us is gonna be in the same group for buisness comm next sem, I just wonder.

A big Thnk you semicollen girl,mak cik emira,nenek moyang khai vern, for everything and also Nazim,you guys contributed alot that i cannot deny I feel like I didn't put enough effort in this project,love you guys. I know we will do well for our report and presentation.

And Kenny R's muffin is effing nice,probably the nicest muffin to me after so long I've lived.

Finally,major exams have passed so left with my 2nd mirco paper this week. Am satisfied with the results i guess. Problems revolving around all of us every tick of tht clock and what am i gonna do next?

I prefer beef in white with patience,not fiery red with anger,hearts!

I'm ready for the next roller coaster ride this week.

The perfect snap

2009-10-04T01:28:00.000-07:00

Piggie took that shot

This is what happen when Darren ditches you,ffk you,kidnap by his mum,da kei at FTZ,he will transfer you to see anyone can adopt you and there you go.But its nice spending time with angela,adam, jem and piggie at snowflakes :) Thanks for babysitting me.

It took me really long to realise that this picture is the first picture of me with one girlfriend from college.I never take any pic with my girlfriends,very rare! I wonder whether I'm either too shy to do it or maybe when I'm sticking with enne back in high school,I was afraid of taking her picture and our photo's together in the risk of she beating me up or giving me that emo look.It was funny.

David Guetta and David Archuleta; Kate Perry and Katy Perry

2009-10-04T00:31:00.000-07:00

I've finish reading this book and kudos again for cecelia :) While reading it,I felt myself in Ireland.You cannot imagine how she described it.

4 exams in a row this week for every subject.Great.and projects is due really soon,very hectic indeed!I'm now in a mood of becoming like Derek from college,plug on those earplugs to close myself from the world outside to study.

In a sudden,I felt that most of the humans know how to sympathy but not empathy,thanks to human comm,I get to know how it feels like to not only sympathy now.I don't only sympathy now I realise after the lessons.I feel like everyone should study human comm now haha.

I guess people move on and things change every second,you can't find back that feeling eventually.I'm upset of the change because sometimes I don't want things to change just the way it is.baka baka

I find Black eyed peas meet fergie half way opening like some hindi song by the way,it's really addictive though.

AM glad that english presentaion is done,very whacky.

I miss my chicks

Khai Vern's Big Day

2009-09-26T02:34:00.001-07:00

Our boss, Nammy and adrian

yuan, khai arguing HEH

JI SOON who don't like tea!

Snap 1

Snap 2

Klang's or sinagpore's Bak kut teh?

April,birthday girl and flat boobs

They pose!

Driver of the day,Bernard

He nearly killed me,I meant the driver.Happy birthday khai vern,hope you had a blast with that meal :) The price is reasonable and i rate the bak kut teh 5/5. Laughs. Thanks to Kai for everything anyway actually putting effort to let everyone sticking around.

The highlights of that meal is I think Kai's chinese tea that taste weird for chicken little.It seems everyone have a great time though.3 cars back to schooool for english class.Dead with english and microeconomics presentation and heck that 500 words of essay! Dorothy is gonna shoot up more accounts asignments by the way people.

My lips is getting all dried up these days with that super hot sun.Have been effin'g tired with homework and work.Lil kids is still climbin over my head in enopi,BAD SIGN.

Come back emira!Need you in class here,i bet Levan is missing you like hell,no one to bully so he's starting on to bully Nesh by passing around Nesh's flip flops,you see, valid evidence!

how i love beef?Non stop and very explosive.

-Most of the people hear but they don't listen.

Gone haywired

2009-09-26T02:12:00.001-07:00

This happened last saturday.Luckily the tyre burst the right time :) I recommend this nice mamak shop called Raju in PJ,Jalan gasing.It's nice.Unique in its own way!

I want to smack myself hard

2009-09-20T21:35:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO

hangout with my bitches,enne and vin

get drain in a swimming pool

meetup with my talk non stop kaki,Naomi finish up my damn assignments

get screwed get farktup get drunk go shopping

stop all the nonsense

stop watching dramas be a good soul run ten miles per minute

call up someone fight with someone shout out loud

eat more chocolates finish those ice creams do some shopping with jing

buy something a book? some heels? a dress?

I miss AL4 deep down

2009-09-20T20:49:00.000-07:00

Farewell in pasta Zanmai

It's been few weeks already and I still miss AL4.So, since it's holiday and I'm bored of doing assignments,TA DAH..gonna walk down the lane one by one :)

Shirley -super hyperactive with braces and she is one hot baybeh with her smart ass.I still remember the way she laughed.I still do.

Ernie- Hmm..can't really recall as she's always not in class,may i say she's quiet and shy with brown straight hair,she have one nice smile.

Nammy- one geeky look with his super hot bod.I doubt he can pronounce one word accurately though with his how many years braces again?.We always fight.and still do.But,one thing, he is one fun boy.And a naughty mohawk.

Shin-Always shock us with her golden bling hair.Crack jokes and she can always get the number one for lucky draws.She makes us laugh all the time.I miss her.

Jing yi- my favourite bitch:) Have been always there for me for the pass few months,i love u.Guys love her for her bouncy hair and her signature look.She don't have black eyes.

Chloe-Bully me with her fuggy cantonese language,a cute face and her brown shiny hair.I miss her as well.We crack jokes,lame ones.

Wendy-i love her tomboi look,i meant her short hair! Oh,she laugh non-stop.Bet she's laughing right now.she always dress for hawaii.Not to forget,she needs cigar to be that superior god.

Kenn-also known as COCK KEN.Missing in Action all the time.He is one vain man.Thinks he's hot?he loves darren.

Darren-also known as DAI LAN.Not sure whether he loves kenn.Loves to struts his boxers everyminute,his signature look?That blur face. Anti accounts and yeap,I meant Ms. yeap. With his super fair skin,u wouldn't beleive he went for N.S.

Yin Yin- indeed a yummy one.Her head is in korea but body still here.She laugh and laugh too.A hot one woman with her brown hair.friendly with her open heart.

Lee Lian- blast out whatever she wants to say.She have cute dimples. she rawgs with her short hair.

Mei Jia- she and her smarty pants.Have straight long black hair.Homework always done.She runs with her boyf whenever she saw us.

Mao Hui?-His signature laugh.I can demonstrate.Einstein's great great great great grandson.He wants to be friends with you.

Wei-Have the same phone like mine.That is one memorable english presentation.

I'm done.

Not nutcracking.

loves

grandpa's bday

2009-09-18T09:21:00.001-07:00

snaps of grandpa chinese 76th bday:)

skipped off ;)

2009-09-12T09:18:00.000-07:00

a sudden realisation that it's almost a week gone.I had this most fab dinner yesterday in conjuction of my grandpa's bday and will definitely update those pics sooner.

oh,salman is such a bitch.I'm announcing this to the world for treating jing this way seriously,how pathetic can you be Mr. ASS?

love

p/s according to the chicago ref list,i have to italise the article topic so the thing is italised :) yes,i call him a thing jing,cheer up cause i stand by you.

That missed call that should not exist

2009-09-06T03:14:00.000-07:00

Have been waked up by dad early morning to play badminton.Ju-ee,badminton is never too violent for me alright!I don't wanna wake up and he forced me to.And God helped me by sprinkling some drops of rain on my dad's head. Dad annoounced it's raining so that's about it. All of us went to the market to eat prawn mee!! Yum!

Dad and Mum had been really keen on buying cheap toilet paper rolls and they bought like four pack which can be used for months.We are cheapskates.:)

Had been forced to wash the car as well as cleaning up the porch.Ended up,me and small sis playing water like nuts.I tried to save a butterfly by the way,apparently it was flying and accidentally stick up to that car mirror because of the sticky soap.I felt bad.

So glad that I'm gonna have seafood tonight! One happy thing that tomorrow is again, holiday! wwooo hoo.
Oh yeah,I promised myself not to curse for this week just to test myself whether I can live without cursing,to be a better person as well.I've been cursing alot lately,and it's happening everyday at school.

017-5378673,i don't know you.You have been disturbing me badly from friday and I don't know what you want.Stop stalking and please give me back my piece of mind.What you want from me?I've tried calling you but always ended up to your mailbox.Stop all the miss call i beg you.

The new begining

2009-09-04T21:02:00.000-07:00

present this kid to you,my neighbour

She threw up that book up the wall.

In case you do not know,I'm currently dealing with lots of kids.I'm teaching those kids and they nearly killed me everyday and I'm wondering why am I still alive.There's this kid called cody I think.He took my hair and kept it like his treasure.One of my hair drop on the table where I'm teaching him and the next minute,he took it and kept thanking me for the hair.I want to get it back from him and throw it away but ke kept insisting that he want it.Oh dear.

I hate thash and jeremy.y the most by the way.What is wrong?I told you guys the answer and still you will get it wrong and stare at me like some idiot.

Just first week of sem and there's tons of homework.Journals from human comm,homework from accounts,mirco homework, and even english.I feel alone at times nowadays when I'm alone eating lunch or walking around aimlessly around school, in micro lectures and classes.I like to be alone at times but not too often because i simply can't stand it.I'm in a new class and i met new people around but i still miss AL4 so much.moo.

loves.

to my beloved sis

2009-08-31T08:09:00.000-07:00

happy birthday sis. Enjoy your sweet sixteen.Treasure it.

We laugh, we cried, we fight, we eat,sleep,brush our teeths together for sixteen years.

I simply can't imagine how to live without you after all these years.

loves

another day again

2009-08-21T17:32:00.000-07:00

this is one movie that really would spice up the evening.fab! teacher p.hong borrow it to sis and that's how i spent my evening.definitely want to meet up with teacher some more=)

was shocked yesterday because someone special came back yesterday and i've never meet her for ages OH MY GOD!!!!!really excited for the next few days!

So,I've been ikea on wednesday with jit qi and sis.It was again total chaos.Went up the rapid kl for like few seconds then come down because we decided to become cheapskates to wait for the free shuttle bus to go there and sis was fretting and grumbling so hard.

I've been working as well for this few days and looks like that swine flu thing had became a really big thing as i have to wash my hands with the sanitizer before i work with the kids.Great. But,I got to relax abit for this week as not all the kids came and i do feel good about it.Oh yeah,damn that robber who robbed my neighbour.

Again,finish that book called "Quickie" by james patterson and it was awsome as well.

School is reopening so soon.too soon.shit.

The weather is treating us really good these days,abit of shiny and rain.

cows

2009-08-15T23:34:00.000-07:00

i love cow in a sudden and i don't know why.great.

the list of places I want to go

2009-08-15T22:32:00.000-07:00

bahamas

paris

mauritius

maldives

las vegas

hokkaido

the most I wanted to go is Paris and Maldives.

I've been rotting today at home so badly I feel like going somewhere.Well,I've finished "A walk to remember" and i felt like crying once more.I think I've watched the movie for a very long time ago but i forget all the detailstill some of the lines in the book suddenly stab my mind, like deja vu.

There's this family day yesterday near my house area called doritis 1, and guess what?Me and sis walked to the playground and was there for approximately 5 mins and suddenly our house got one of the lucky draw which is a hamper,a heavy one too!

Mum didn't believe until she saw the thing.

She was like "Well,this luck covers up for the car"All of us laughed.

Sis wanted to buy something from Ikea though,might be going there this wednesday since I'm not working that day.

It's raining again.

I pray for people in japan and taiwan whom lost thier loved ones and their place to stay.

loves.

this is one miserable break

2009-08-15T00:47:00.000-07:00

these are books i've been reading when i'm at home or on the road for the past few days.I have some pages to go still for the nicholas sparks' "A walk to remember" though.This week will be my chaotic week so far in the whole 2009 i think.What I went through this whole week was basically a car wreck ( yeap,it's my mum's car and I'm in it and all in a sudden all of us including my sis had been bumped,i saw my mum's hand shaking being so terrified,it's like going on a bumper car and being bumped really hard that is why i never play bumper car because i just hate the feeling of being bumped and also why bump into others?)

Oh,the other thing was the result day i guess.I stunned looking at my id with all the subjects and marks lying down there and thre you go with a 'F' over mircoeconomics.Theres a terrific reason why I failed that,I hate that subject to the bottom of my heart and with the name of myself seriously.Surprisingly,the minute I saw that freaking alphabet messing with my microeconomics,I never think of sobbing but instead trying to figure out ways to move on and so i went staright ahead to the UFP office and asked them how am i suppose to do with that subject?because I wanted to move on so much,I just can't bare myself being left out with the others.I do have quite high expectations for myself and others do when people around me tend to "ah,nikki,you will definitely pass your exams" and now look at me,hell yeah.I'm sad. But,I will be recovering after a day or two.Thank you for supporting me when I'm falling now.

Yeah,whoever who hated me,let me tell all of you out there,you are welcome to attack me now because mua is in the lowest stage of life now seriously,now.In case you don't know,my hands are so stiff now that i can't even get a good score for typing maniac in facebook.great.your chance to step me now.

Although I'm not being grounded or whatsoever but still I have that kind of feeling ,my whole heart being tied down after all the chaos and that included yesterday after I took my result. Thanks alot Christopher for that indian theme lunch,having you to served is whoa..a great experience actually.Hope your mum's car okay by the way,I think of like helped you guys but I cant even helped myself that time and jing yi was in pain so I just have to leave you guys yesterday,I'm terribly sorry.Oh,f*** that bitch in 7-11 pj taylors who loudly announce to the whole shop that I'm having my period when I just want to get the panadol for someone.Feel like burning you alive that I got all the attention.You don't have to pay for this by the way if you are reading this Laine.

My parents screwed me up for not telling them where I'm going but the fact is that I never really get to go out when to them is that I go out very often,as if I'm some teenagers next door who went out Every night,everyday.That is like the main reason that I don't feel like telling them where am I going because in the end, the answer will always be NO.I did not blame them for this but this is just the reason.

Andrenne,vin vin,this is the reason why I cant' come out with you guys last night,because I've freakin fight with my parents.No,I did not fight..They were mad at me I tell you.

Sis even claimed that this week was her worst too.Apparently,she's the one who screwed up the library's computer system and thanks to her this whole week EVERYBODY don't get to borrow books from the library!HA! It was an accident she said.

Back to microeconomics,just the thought of it make me want to vomit.I will be what? spending my second semester most of the time with HIM for mirco and Macro.Why me again?How can it be?Jaime from "A walk to remember" will be commenting on my situation as Lord's plan ,I know.

Happy birthday yin=) hope you really can get to korea.

The weather is gloomy again.loves.

things i want to STASH

2009-08-01T23:50:00.001-07:00

acid wash jeans

more lingeries from la senza..flat boobs need that too!

LV sling

fringe flats!

loves

my brains went so so big

2009-07-31T17:52:00.000-07:00

microeconomics,accounts,maths and malaysian studies.I exclude english in my study list of course.All in three days!

somehow i still do't feel the urge of studying ! whats wrong with me?!grr.. Got my pay yesterday and i was smiling the whole night.Mum's birthday is coming up tommorow GRINS was thought of buying a cake from RT pastry cause their cake was super deliiicious.

currently drooling over the boys over flower series like some mad woman.even watch it with my phone in school,i know i'm desperate. I hate jun pyo with his yucky curly hair seriously.

totally turns me off!! Surprisingly,I'm not really interested in anyone iin the show but its just that the storyline was nice,that's what i think though.

In fact,I have so much to do after exam!! meet up with remo before he flies to sydney and shopping..and having a movie marathon!! Want to watch taking of pelham 1 2 3, the proposal :D, and um..i guess the ghost girlfriend show!

Jing,stay strong=) I knew you will get through all of that and figure it out all by yourself in the end.

Cock kenn's birthday was a blast.;)

This is what happen when you are MARIA

2009-07-24T17:40:00.001-07:00

It is disastrous.Me being a maid totally turn everyone on.sadly,even the girls! But at the same time being happy as all of us is in one box now :D Present to you AL4

loves

the day i turned 18

2009-07-17T20:18:00.000-07:00

mua officially turned eighteen yesterday.definitely very excited as it is legal to club,legal to run away from home,legal to be adult.But though i still feel like a kid.Really fortunate to have this bunch of friends to celebrate it for me.3 celebrations in a row.

The very first one is the "i got something to tell you" message from andrenne and suddenly she and vin vin came to my house after working last friday.

Then,continue our journey to kota ria and i saw mandy with sheen yee.Havent seen them for ages OMG! I felt mandy changed alot ,even friendly i think?can feel her with a super warm heart! I thought that the mamak actually prepare small lamps for every table and so i sat down with andrenne and vin vin.I didn't notice it was my birthday cake at all until they look at me in a very weird way and i saw 2 little cute muffins stackin up with a candle on it.Thanks to both of you.Its great you guys came all over here from subang and chit chatting at the padang..really nice feeling i got there.

the second celebration on wednesday,total chaos from jing, levan ,ken and darren.Thank you guys,its like we only know each other for like what..3months plus?and you guys celebrate my birthday!!! amazingly unexpected.I know i screw it up,didnt turn up to be YOUR PLAN but still it's nice.I decided not to publish the face of ken with lots of cream on it by the way.Save some face for you :D That is the day jing yi drive a car without parents also OMG! cant wait for you to drive me all around.A BIG thank you for all of you for the presents as well.

My birthday DAY after the nerve wrecking malaysian studies presentation.Levan says he's goona post it on facebook.Damn it.I thought i'm the musketeers too WTH. I had this very nice lunch in this very nice place the entire year,and after that watching the harry potter movie.Saw ian.

Oh..so sorry to spoil this,but harry potter movie sucks.I do think the movie Obsessed is nice ,must watch!

and touchingly,I MET JING WEN ON MY BIRTHDAY.totally forgot of camwhoring with her. One part of her that makes me stiff is still her strong austrailian english accent and her australian chinese slang!But she's much the same :D OMG OMG i still can't believe that i actually get to meet her.Thanks for the fab ice cream though.I hope that um..really get to fly over to melbourne to visit you there.All the best and i miss you already.Guess who i met in midvalley? Rina,yes. It's her.with her tudung on and i just past by her didn't recognise her at all..totaly.

Girl,we will definitely be meeting up.don't worry =)

Ms. angie,Kok ping and shen yang, happy bithday and wish that all of you get the best things in life.

My birthdate is still a miracle to me.Things happened.Whether or not its coincidence but still i believe there's something unique hidden under my birthday.

It's faid's birthday today 18-7-09.Happy birthday.

Sorry jing yi,missed the chance of seeing you in topshop.

and darren.glad that you make your choice.=) who won the bet? ken?

Thanks alot to Sandra,Raymond,Karen and Jonathan,Kashfi,Rina,Shen Hsing,Kee wei, Yi yang,Melissa Loke, Faid,Carmen,Qiu Hui, Derek,Zainudin,Zhi wei,Kristin, Yi ling,Sue Ling, Two lovely cousin's Chee Hung and Caroline,Leslei,Lavynia and everyone in facebook for the birthday blessings.love you guys.

exams is comin.shit.

10 facts of chilling at the PADANG

2009-07-11T19:35:00.000-07:00

10 MAJOR FACTS OF CHILLING AT A PADANG

1. zero cash transactions

2.IT IS a smoking area.

3. fresh air available for lungs

4. extremely adventurous when your friend might be stonning anytime after he/ she saw "something"

5. get to find back childhood by going down the slide or doing the monkey climbing.As for vinz case,its the BOMBA spiral ladder.

6.get to do this good deed called donating blood.to lil species called mosquitoes :D

7.laugh out loud and talk as loud as you want.the playground is ur property.

8. super wide

9.no dress up code.yes,you can wear just ur boxers.

10. it's just good i think.

i know it's a lame one. I've always wanted to.

my june 09

2009-07-03T18:06:00.000-07:00

C'field's 09 Band practice sesion

Close up's of Jovyn and sis

Rashdan A.M

my gays

Jing is shy just so you know ;)

SSSSTTUUUUUUUUUUDDDDDDYYYYYYY with ooohh starbucks

i found THE ONE at cameron!

more tea

it is called MAN FACE BEATLE

roses

Butterflies

flowers

again, I abandoned my blog.I feel really sad to the extend I'm gonna promise this will be a long post =) I don't have time to really sit down and blog anymore.June is definitely a wild month to me.

For the first week of june,my family went to cameron out of a sudden again when my mum said we have to chill there while the weather here is burning hot.It's a long journey from home to the hills up there and i felt really sick in the car I feel like throwing up!gaga..well,my dad use the old road up there so eventually we saw alot of "orang asli" selling really weird herbs and plants i doubt anyone would stop by to buy.But what amaze me is that surprisingly, there is still pure natural people surviving in the woods this century! I can see their houses up on hill really made by leaves and wood and out of a sudden, guess what i saw on top of their roof made by leaves?

An Astro satelite...

The weather up there though is very cold especially during the night,whoa..but the air there is really clean.Due to pollutions,the people who lived there told us actually the weather had been really hot compared to past few years..you can't see kids with rosy cheeks up there anymore.The view of strawberries there really make me feel like puking as i cannot stand seeing red-pinky strawberries everywhere i go! Even my dad was shaking his head =)

Strawberries pillows,strawberries notebook,strawberries slippars, strawberries magnet...and the list go on.

One thing I'm really happy is that the food there is cheap compared to Genting,i tend to eat like alot when the weather is cold HEH!. Lemme tell you,try eating steamboat outside the shop at night!!! try to be cold outside and warm in the inside!! and of course,i ate damn alot of vegetables there.We went to the butterfly park again, Cactus valley Again ( that's where I found my love there ;) look pic up there! ),and erm..oh! the tea farm again..the reason why i put the word "again" is because I went there before already!for the sake of my younger sis.tsk tsk.. but i can admit all of us have really great time=)

Then,here comes my aunt birthday with no pictures!!!!!!! because my cam 's cable is M.I.A again..sobs! My aunt which is my mum's eldest sis turned 50!! omg!!!Our family gave her a necklace,it's nice because i picked it *shhessh* Mary aunt again did this super fab cake written "happy birthday ee ee" and there is a coconut tree on the side off the cake!!!its Mary aunt's signature butter cake by the way! We ate dinner in the PALACE at pj and the food's really tasty and such coincidence!!!!! ZHOU CHENG Yi's sis got married that day itself at that place! I was awfully shocked when he's only like 16 and his sis which is 26? 27?got married that day that place..fuih..congrats anyway!

Meet up with vin vin and andrenne again! so happy to see both of you=) and oh...it's jonathan's birthday,u turned 36!! happy birthday =) Tons of assignments, presentations and test had been burrying me!college is starting to be better with friends like Levan? I know you hate me..*points * But a big thanks to ken and darren yes my two gays up there and jing for studying together with me,i'm really glad..ken,pls come to school ..gosh and with the workload every 3days a week..facing destructing kids..

Well,i've visit C'field's band too ,one of the saturdays just before the competition and I'm proud of you guys! Work harder next year starting from this year,today and i believed that all of you guys can succeed! Although i can't make it for that competition day but people says that C'field band's formation is nice and the drum major deserve to actually get the Best Drum Major title.Shaun,good job =) and still a very big clap for all of you guys who had worked hard,i have faith in you guys!

my fantastic semester

2009-05-18T08:39:00.001-07:00

i have wonderful five subjects this sem! lemme see..i have fantastic accounts, fabulous econs, superb english, amazing maths and lastly the very interesting malaysian studies what the hell.

what make malaysian studies a better subject is that the lecturer even choose your birthday to be your presentation day.Wonderful.

2009-05-09T19:27:00.000-07:00

照片最低的那个人是我的妈妈，被夹在中间的是我，而最后的是我妹妹。

三个人却只有一个样。永远都是三姐妹。

母亲节快乐。

我妈名叫欧淑华。

我名叫赵慧敏。妹妹叫赵慧贤。

照片拍摄年份是二零零八年十二月

I've actually sent this to one of the chinese nespaper to join some sort of mother's day competition and I did not win =(is it because of my very cacat chinese?grr... but mum,love you lots.I really do.

Its really exciting when you are in love.xo to you.you know who you are.

my college life.

2009-05-09T19:14:00.000-07:00

My great college life had been going on for two weeks already and fortunately as you can see I've abandoned my blog as its been real busy for this two weeks.There is homework.Tons of it. I'm glad that people there are really nice.I've met Joyful Jing yi.We had been sticking this two weeks =)
Naughty Nammy, Wild Wendy, Easy Going Ernie,Sleepy Siao, Yummy Yin, Jovial Ji soon, Miserable Mao, Wonderful Wei, Cute Chloe, Amazing Angela? amanda? omg..i forgot..and ummm Smart shirley, and marvelous Mei Jia, and...clever Keith my english teacher.
Microeconomics was okay.Though I felt like arguing with the teacher every sentence he said. Accounts was kinda tough with the theory part.Maths is EASYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.Malaysian Studies sucked.I can actually snooze off in the middle of the class wth..so embarassing!
Metropolitan's toilet is like public toilet by the way ugh..

Basically, life's like that for now.Was hoping to see more fun out of it=) Wanting to meet up with Ju ee and Fang shao though..I know Fang shao had been calling me to meet up..I'm sorry!

Was hoping the outings will be fun for next saturday with teacher peick hong, chin fong and tiffany!

loves

my weekly update!

2009-05-09T18:49:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY!

Callum with the phone trying to snap, aunt Mary, Aunt Mary's realatives, Uncle Victor, Grandma and Grandpa!

Mum, me, Julia, Tina, sis and Aunt!

I know I've been abandonned by blog for a very long time!I know! Here's a bit of what happened last night anyway =) it was grandma's and cameron birthday woooooooohooooooo..enjoy your last digit birthday Cameron..hope you like the pressie my dad prepared for you by the way.and i definitely how old is grandma already gosh..seventy something?I've been dizzy after the red wine..gee..mum's fault for pushing that glass to me!Great knowing Tina and Julia=) Had been at grandma/pa's house the whole day yesterday and they are mad playing mahjong seriously..and me watching AXN Baaaaa..

LAST TWO WEEKS?

vin vin very profesional photography skills

A very emotional pool game

expression of the two humans at this very HEAVENLY side of the world

Yes indeed,we went out last two weeks sitting vin vin 80 sens ride! Weather's freakin hot and his superb air con is not working..great! I cant describe this outing much because its crazy hanging out with you guys.Remember our dinner?we laugh like nuts.goodness...rainbow?elephant?yes? no?stuuuuuuupid.....

and i thought pool supposed to be enjoying?it became so emotional i will not publish vin vin's upgoing eyebrow's plus weird mouth expression photos..

haha

Hope you guys enjoy that very budgeting dinner=)

loves.

Last day at segani

2009-04-24T08:44:00.000-07:00

such weird expression of mine=)

Don't both of them just look lovely?

Ms. Sally very annoyed face

my lagi weird expression

YES! Haiza loves posing!

Jon

My second home!!!!

I'm leaving today.yes it's officially 25th of april already.I will definitely miss everyone of you.and aligato for the lunch. OMG 3 days straight eating good food.So not used to be pampered this much seriously.Will be missing the lessons of Kak Jaliah, Marina's squirrel plus roll eyes plus stickin out tounge expression, Brandon's bullying act, Ms. Susan's warm regards every morning,Ida's talking about her husband,Shida's jerking, Sally's yelling, Haiza's singing, Mr. Brian's cigratte smell,Karen's work, Raymond being my victim, Sandra's starring and smilling,Jon's grumbling about the list of contacts,Mysaroh's "Pagi dik", Captain's "where's Marina????????!!!!!!!!!ASK HER TO COME DOWN!",and the MD's gracious plus elegant attitude.I always admire her.sighs. and um...Ronnie's laughing, Bala's dramas and Zul's strong manly voice.

Will be missing..everything.I know 3 months is like a short period to some people out there but not me.It's like been years.to me.

and oh..Ms. Sally,I owe you big one.You gave me a very good experience actually by wanting to stranggle me.GRINS.and Jonathan with all the great philosophies I've learned,Marina with all the how to photostat and scan and make tea for captain,learned much about accounts too from Ms. Susan=).and Raymond's PATIENCE!!! I know you are suffering through the period when you baring with me.

a big thank you to all of you.muahs.

almost forgot, to thank Ida for her present! its lovely.I still owe you one i know.Your wedding present.

and Jonathan's never ending supplies of chocolate.Wonder what's tommorow.=)

I love you guys and I love working here.Such nice place to work!

loves.

happenings during saturday

2009-04-19T07:30:00.000-07:00

I walked in the shop.I saw this family.There's a mother,a father and a eight year old son.The son is chubby and matured.I went in the office.I said hi to Edi and Julie.And also Pauline.I wear on my apron and cap.I went out and chat with Edi. Later on,I chat with the family.The mother is from the college I'm going too.We talked alot.She ask how much is my pay.And I told her.I prepared for the 22pax that is coming for lunch.Kenji came.Luckily he's here to helped me.He don't want me to quit the job.I washed alot of plates.My hand got pain.I'm serving people non-stop.People came to eat dinner at four pm.They know tonight will be full house.Julie said marketing is not good.She said accounting is not good either.She told me she's highly paid when she's in UK. She ate good food while other people only ate one piece of bread.She asked me to mop the floor when there;s no poeple.But I did not.There is always people coming to eat.Charlotte came by.She took hairdressing course.I'm so proud of her.I continued my work.I felt my gastric was coming.I asked whether I can have my dinner daddy sent to me or not.Edi said yes.People start to come for the dinner.It was seven thirty already.I cut my break and decided to lend a hand for Edi.So many people.Too many and Kenji havent come back from selling ice cream at church.Joseph came.His mum and sis too.He joked.He want me to serve him.He said I'm his girlfriend to his mum.I felt like whacking him.I made spaghetti ice cream for his family.I serve dishes.Lamb chop.Fetucini.fusili.Fish and chips.ice cream.cofee or tea.I set the table.I clean the table.I wash the cups.I make cappucino.A father wants his bill.I print it out for him.He nodded and ask me to continue my work.When Pauline ask me to serve the dishes out.When people wants thier ice cream.When people wants their coffee.Tons of people are here.Julie bullshiting about how great is to cook 9857896269710971907 of plates one day by herself to the customers.I wash everything.Kenji helped me to wipe the plates.We enjoyed each other jokes.Everyone left.I'm still washing.But later on I'm done.Julie called us.She found money.In the folder.With the resit.Its fifty two dollars lying down there.The resit is fifty one ringgit and twenty sens.She asked who did the bill.I tried to think very hard.And realised it was me.I said it's me.She scolded me.She was upset.Angry.Expect that humans don't make mistakes.she said The first time I don't charge the pandan tea cost 1.50.She forgived me that day she said.and now.this.This happened.She asked me to go back.and wake up.Kenji offered to fetch me back.I smiled to him in his car.His driving is scary.I'm terrified.I went home.I told my mum.I weep.I felt useless.I felt tiny.and the world became monstorous.I bath.My sis said Julie called.It was 11.30pm.She said she don't want to see me anymore and ask me to take the salary. I was shocked.

my cravings for the rainy days

2009-04-13T20:36:00.000-07:00

I've been addicted to Nathaniel currently

I'm craving for a cup of hot choc from starbucks with a book and a warm blanket.It seems so cozy endlessly BAAAA.I've spent lots of trips to the toilets by the way. I've been working like a mad women over the weekends dealing with notorious kids and super-non-stop-talking-parents. Yes,I'm working in this cafe which is supposed to be welcoming people who is eager to eat in peace and to be sarcastic, sophisticated in a way for god sake.

Guess what those kids do seriously.Mixing up water with ice cream plus spaghetti and also fruits.

bleh..how disgusting.

Tottaly game over when you have kids sometimes.

Outings with ping last week is fun! It's amazing how guys can buy their stuff without less consideration and fuss.Went to pavillion and J.W mariot for HIS first time.

Bangganye to be his tourist =) later on to pyramid to watch the Unborn.wtf.I close my eys and ears at most of the scenes.and yes,I did freaked out.

This will be the last week of me working in gelateria.oh boy oh boy oh boy oh boy..

Exciting!I got more freedom after all.

So much things to do! Outings with lots of people, buy my dream phone uuuuu, and of course!

2009 SCHOOL BAND'S COMPETITION.i am going of course go cfield's percussion =)

loves.

andrenne's accomplishment!

2009-04-11T07:06:00.001-07:00

MAJOR HIGHLIGHTS OF THE DAY
Subang Jaya: Top scorer of english comm fashion designing course of PJ CAD turns out to be this super

gorgeous and sexy lady,Andrenne CML.She commented that she's been having alot of assignments after this

english comm examination as she could not respond much for the interview."Blog about my success lah" said

Andrenne when asked is it really a accomplishment that make her jump for joy and also putting exclamation

mark on the sms she sent to Nikki,her best friend yesterday.

"She is so proud of her achievements that she has to show off to me! Look at her! How pathetic! Goodness

Gracious! I think other people will like be staring at her and say "English only MAH" But still, she is my best

friend so i will still support her no matter what happens and no matter such a show off she became" comment

by Nikki through the phone interview as she has no time to meet us for an appropriate interview where she

had been so busy working from monday to sunday."I don't even have time to treat andrenne my baby for a

japanese lunch i promised" She added later on. - Flat Boobs

this is for you babe, ;)

loves.

the conclusion

2009-04-06T23:29:00.000-07:00

I adore seashells.Unique in their own way.Unbelievable.
When can i visit the beach again?

Finnally,everything was set! I'm going to metropolitan after much chaos and discussions.
and I am so relieved that this will be the last form to be filled up after one,two, three..?

Luckily Kenji came by to gelataria to help me out.Goodness.and by such coincidence,he's in metro too!!!and Kenji,I'm not convinced yet to continue to work in gelataria although you maked foundation sounds so easy=) Thanks for the car ride by the way.

Drenne,hope you are doing fine in PJ cad! Quick make some clothes for meeee!!HEH
My wardrobe is therefore seriously lacking of so much stuff!!shoes, dress,pants,shorts,lingeries!

Big butt,I'm seriously over you.You are like already my history.I'm speachless when you talk to me on the phone and i guess it's very hard for me to continue any relations between you and me.You never appreciate me and i'm treating you the same way like you do from now on.You are my biggest dissapointment for the year two thousand eight.That's it.

Oh..one of the biggest highlights pass few days was,I GOT my pay! and such big surprise,I've got to meet up with whaylyn yesterday.such great plaeasure eating with you.So nice of you to come all the way babe =) love your eyes.

Joy simply came around when nice people are holding you on the way.A big Thank you to all of you.muah! I dip myself in chocolate so frequently nowadays.

loves.

my sleepless night

2009-03-31T01:01:00.000-07:00

I had these terrible sleepless nights..too much things, people, matters that are revolving around me.It's certainly a torture.
My days in gelataria is improving at least i met nice people and also the mean ones but of course lesser.BUT,last sturday is totally chaos.I called Jay chou to helped me out but HEH what he said is "my mum don't let"
tht bitch..

Oh,there's a issue about this bitch i met last sunday.this bitch who made my boss shooting up fire shouting "THAT STUPID FUCKIN IDIOT BASTARD"
i laughed..

The weather these few days is making me gone super depressed actually with all the thunder and rain.Fortunately,I had Zai accompanying me to go through one of the nights.I love your afro hair so don't chop off. and yes thanks for the talks. Glad to know you got your liscence so get ready to be my driver babe.=)
and Zai, please tell me which airlines you worked for in the future! GOSH..my life will be at risk if I'm in the plane you engineered with.ggaga..

I'm so proud of all of you actually, an architecture to build my house, a lawyer whom settle my divorce case and get back all my ex-husband's property, a fashion designer to design clothes for me..whoa

bald bobboi got away from NS of asthma,shit you seriously.haha
Final decision had been made of which school to go FINALLY
and i'm going to.............
HA! vui,I will stop here.

and i appreciates you.I do. always.
That's why I don't want you to leave me that fast by suckin those cigars.
and why are you not my blog follower anymore?
I noticed today =)

Feel like open up a bottle of heineken tonight.It's april fool tommorow.
beware you guys.

loves.

earth hours supporter

2009-03-27T20:24:00.001-07:00

Sunway Pyramid Shopping Mall joins in to celebrate Earth Hour as lights on the lion head at the mall will be switched off along with facade lighting at every Sunway owned building at 8.30pm. There will also be an Earth Hour recital by Aina Nabilah, ‘We Are The World’ song performance by SMK Bandar Sunway special students and a special performance by Sunway University College students.

The The YTL Earth Hour celebrations in Shook! at Starhill Gallery from 8:30pm to 10pm will feature local comedian Harith Iskandar, actor Hans Isaac, angkasawan Datuk Dr Sheikh Muszaphar, local crooner Sean Ghazi, Deanna Yusoff, and young environmentalist and performer Jes Ebrahim. It will be hosted by Malaysian celebrities Deborah Henry and Stephanie Chai, For more information on YTL’s Earth Hour celebrations, visit www.ytlcommunity.com/earthhour.

LOT 10 SHOPPING CENTRELOT 10 EARTH HOUR : UNPLUGGED.In conjunction with YTL Corporation's celebration of Earth Hour 2009,Lot 10 Shopping Centre will be hosting a street concert at the Main Entrance of Lot 10 on 28 March 2009.Shoppers and diners can look forward to acoustic performances and special appearances by local celebrities.In line with the objective to raise awareness about Earth Hour, Call To Arms - an alliance of Made-in-Malaysia bands,who passionately believes in music to make a difference for a cause, have produced a compilation album which will be given out FREE during the concert.
PROGRAMME HIGHLIGHTS
6.00pm
Welcome speech by Hannah Lo

6.05pm
Performance by Trez

6.25pm
Celebrity appearance by Stephanie Chai

6.30pm
Performance by 39 Touch

6.50pm
Celebrity appearance by Deborah Henry

6.55pm
Performance by PG165

7.20pm
Celebrity appearance by Will Quah

7.25pm
Closing speech by Hannah Lo

7.30pm
End

The National Service has pledged its support towards Earth Hour. All 80 camps will be taking part in Earth Hour while having activities during the "switch off" period.

For an hour during the official Earth Hour at Suria KLCC, the first 100 shoppers (any amount on a single receipt for purchases made between 8.30pm and 9.30pm tomorrow) will be rewarded with a cup of freshly-brewed coffee courtesy of Suria KLCC.

Additionally, 15 lucky avid shoppers who spend a minimum of RM1,000 will be presented with two grand stand tickets to the upcoming and much anticipated Malaysia Formula 1 Grand Prix.

Shoppers need only to present the shopping receipt to the concierge desk.

“Suria KLCC supports Earth Hour and will have all non-essential lights switched off, including decorative façade lighting.
“Our retailers will switch off their display lights and signs. Some internal mall lights, however, will have to be maintained for safety reasons,” Suria KLCC chief executive officer Andrew Brien said.

Enjoy a Candlelight Sepcial Combo Dinner at the Ikea Restaurant,1st floor, on 28 March 2009 from 6.00 - 10.30pm.

Be here to join Serena C and the MIX FM crew as there will be lots of fun games plus attractive prizes to be won, from 7.30pm onwards.There's also a special performance by KL STOMPERS, so don't miss out.

Ikea will be switching off the lights too.

Will you be switching off the lights?

loves. love the earth.

close lights

2009-03-23T22:56:00.000-07:00

switching off your lights?
Wonder will you?
i do =)
Hope that we go black in unity.
I did it last year and its fun actually with all the grumbling of how hot it it is and enjoyed the shadow show HEH

The conversation of me and Bala:

me: ada tutup lampu tak sabtu ini Bala?

bala: apa?saya? you tutup lampu itu pencuri semua standby tahu tak?mampus lepas tu kita kena curi.Tutup lampu 5 minit boleh lah..

lols

loves.

taken

2009-03-23T22:19:00.000-07:00

another 10/10 movie i've watched over the weekends.

its a totally must - watch movie.

taken.

loves.

loves

2009-03-20T18:52:00.000-07:00

the wind blew me up! i dislike the apple flavoured ice cream offered by ms. julie,taste like the stupid antibiotic i used to take when i'm wee tiny.
oops.
oh well,life just got so much more easier when the whole world is already in love with you=)
BUT,somehow i don't like things to go too smooth either, as surroundings like that makes you stay that age,won't growing up, won't learning things.
quoted by Alicia Keys and mua agree.
Realised that my brain cells apparently shrink day by day or am i getting older?
I cant' even remember is it coffee or tea.

as for you jon,continue eating shit eh.=) since you don't even keep the habbit of 5 ciggarttes per day..sheesh
oh..I had a great talk with baby elmo past few days.Hope that you will really have your own gift shop and it's like total obvious you do have the potential.The conversation you had with me is inspired.
Raymond,i know you are still in disneyland.i know.HEH
OMG,i hate you enne!!!!!!!! you bought that super adorable LA Senza's pJ trunk!!!!hate you for life xp wonder why vin vin kept showing me the friendship emotions.When do you became THAT sensitive by heart?But,i know you will hold the umbrella for me.
Definitely,heart you too.
The weather had been so good I don't feel like going to work anymore seriously.the cozyness is killing me.even my blanket begged me not to leave him.

shocking news.I'm going to Utar.yes,foundation in arts.
how i hate to deal with all the procedures.It feels so good to go to school again.Do i have the chance to meet you?You better hope you don't=)

loves.

lady gaga

2009-03-14T08:13:00.001-07:00

presenting Lady Gaga! =) She's actually paris hilton's classmate and had been enemies. Paris is like envy her like hell as lady.G got so popular in the singing industry as paris's stars are blind just sucks somehow.

Mum mum mum mah

I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas Plays

Fold em' let em' hit me raise it baby stay with me (I love it)

Luck and intuition play the cards with Spades to start

And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh

I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my,Can't read myNo he can't read my poker face

(She's got to love nobody)Can't read myCan't read my

No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)

I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be

A little gambling is fun when you're with me (I love it)

Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun

And baby when it's love if it's not rough it isn't fun, fun

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh

I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my,Can't read my

No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)

Can't read myCan't read my

No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)

I won't tell you that I love you

Kiss or hug youCause I'm bluffin' with my muffin

I'm not lying

I'm just stunnin' with my love-glue-gunning

Just like a chick in the casino

Take your bank before I pay you outI promise this, promise this

Check this hand cause I'm marvelous

Can't read my,Can't read my

No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)

Can't read myCan't read my

No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)

Can't read my,Can't read my

No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)

Can't read myCan't read my

No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)

Can't read my,Can't read my

No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)

Can't read myCan't read my

No he can't read my poker face(She's got to love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face(Mum mum mum mah)

loves.

mixed feelings about this

2009-03-14T06:50:00.001-07:00

yes! i got my results =) it was okay..in the middle line in my opinion.But the result day was far too crazy! Totally outrageous!

At first i was in this super calm mood i set for myself and later on change into this really fast beating heart beat.

because..i sat a car driven by this mad women who actually get honked so many times and HAHA got Bang in the other minute..and the worst thing is to bang the wrong person.

This person who actually wants one hundred and eighty bucks just for the tiny paint that came out from her super old proton saga.

mad.

and enne and i ate sakae sushi after that! thanks for the tea time food and i was so full!! and yes i love that la senza pyjamas trunk too!

well,congrats for all spm leavers who took the result past two days.No matter what result you get,its fixed so no point for you to have any expression or hard feelings as to focus the next point and target so set off. That's important i guess.everyone still forget of that special someone who get eighteen A's so what's the big deal?

Finally,it's a full stop there for my high school life.i'm glad but still i miss school.with all the chaos =)

and so Segani got their welcome back party for mr.Bala.grins.

so many food i dare not even look.

Bala was like " eh, nikki.. itu result macam mana?ok kah?"

me : " oh..result ok ok" shakin my head left and right like the indians as i answered him..

Hoping raymond will be a better person after coming back.I knew well he will be standing out if he make a difference.hope that he will really got my something from hong kong. haha..

I had a tough time going through these past few days.I had to think what's my next footstep? Think about what should i do?

so fed up with the educational talkings.from parents plus relatives plus friends plus friend's parents plus cousins.omg

I'm also thinking for myself and it's my future not yours.it's mine.

I can't even sleep well all these nights.drivin me insane.

By the way, i did not know sean goh is that good in pool?HEH

playin with his all life renoma thongs! XP

loves

=)

2009-03-09T08:09:00.001-07:00

i just love the smell of the soil when the air go so moist and you felt water going in your lungs when you breathe.Feels too good to be here.

I took a walk around the area and i realised i've missed too much beauty around me.How lovely everything smells.How sweet everything looks.

I'm screaming again and wished so badly that thursday won't come.HEH.That's the day when everyone starts to care about you and asked "how are you? and your result?"

dang..

I'm in serious consideration of taking a leave that day.haha

o yeah..so nikki will be out of coverage area this thursday so please leave a message after the tone.=)

I'm gonna so freaking cut myself out with the whole world.total no connection.

Like you can't work your Wifi in the jungle.

Fab idea.

So sorry grandma, yes...I'm gonna off my phone before you called =)

loves.

with ee

2009-03-07T17:23:00.001-08:00

outings with ee today =) definitely grown up a lil! but still so happy to finally meet up after 3 months i guess?

we had carl's junior, starbucks, some drama's , some politic talks, some pool and some embarassing moments.So sorry it had to be that way.

p/s take good care of yourself when you are in JB ya jon!

loves.

everything turnns upside down

2009-03-03T23:15:00.001-08:00

everything turn upside down.Like theres no gravity.

Like I'm floating.

I just wanna switch on the light and *POOF*,the whole building blackout.

I just wanna help out but what i get is cursing.

I just wanna stand up but my legs get wobbly.

And apparently I got fired by this boss of mine after just working for two bloody night.Funny.

I just wanna pour out my heart to someone but everything in my heart get sucked back just because this someone is unavailable.

A zillion miserable things crushed me terriblely last night.

and my dad..guess what he said to me

"You act like the sky's gonna fall down"

of course I laughed so bad I told myself to suck a lollipop and stand up again.why take things so seriously?whereby i'm only seventeen plus right?

wonder why those matured hormones is flowing in my body.So not good.

the weather sucks too.As it's too extreme! hot like shit in a minute and rain like ladybirds and butterflies the next minute.

Is earth turning into Jupiter?hmm..

"Life is measured by moments but not minutes"- The curious case of Benjamin Button.

loves.

lil cook of my house

2009-03-01T04:37:00.001-08:00

TODAY'S HIGHLIGHT
ying,my small sis shouted so loud today "I wanna be the small chef!" She even borrowed a cook book from ace..wth! such innocence!After discussing what to cook and all the fuss about preparing those ingredients,my mum came out with a BRILLIANT IDEA.

She told christine, " ei,we cook the instant mushroom soup lah..don't need prepare anything loh"

then,both of them chuckeled.

FORTUNATELY.the soup can be drinked.no weird taste cause it's instant.

and that small lil princess thought that she actually cooked fantastically.brilliantly.

oh well..i admit i don't cook well. ok fine,I suck at cooking.

certainly not the ideal housewife. So HEH skip me guys =)

p/s i love your ice rose baby enne OMG. what makes your pressie even extraordinary is when that's my only vday pressie. sobs. I know. I'm planning to give you all ur pressie this year. the 2007 christmas gift plus this year's vday pressie and ur bday pressie one shot.heart you.

loves.

oscars

2009-02-27T06:14:00.001-08:00

Best Nikki for flatboobs millionaire : life is tough. ppl get blinded now and then. Ppl don't even know whether they should tell a lie or say out the truth while the fact is cruel and a lie is just some fantasy but sometimes became a shield just to protect this someone who already got hurt.Bosses don't even know what to say , when to shout , when to be gentle.

Best director Danny Boyle [comes on stage jumping]: "My kids are too young to remember this, but I swore that if this miracle ever happened, I would receive it in the spirit of Tigger from Winnie the Pooh, so that's what that was about. Thanks everyone at Warner Brothers for passing on to Fox Searchlight. Just to say to Mumbai - unending, unseparable, unborn - all of you who helped us make the film and all of you who didn't, thank you so much. You dwarf even the sky."

Best actress winner Kate Winslet (The Reader): "I'd be lying if I hadn't made a version of this speech before. I must have been eight-years-old, and this [holds up statue] was a shampoo bottle. Well it's not a shampoo bottle now. I'd like to thank my family who are in this room somewhere. Dad, whistle so I know where you are. I'd like to thank my fellow nominees. These goddesses. Thank you so very much. I think we all can't believe we are in the same category as Meryl Streep at all."

Milk writer Dustin Lance Black: "If Harvey had not been taken from us 30 years ago, I think he'd want me to say to all those gay and lesbian kids out there tonight - who have been told that they are less than by their churches, by the government, or by their families - that you are beautiful, wonderful creatures that are valued. No matter what anyone tells you God loves you. And thank you God for giving us Harvey Milk."

Best actor winner Sean Penn (Milk): "You Commie, homo-loving sons of guns. I did not expect this and I want it to be very clear that I do know how hard I make it to appreciate me often. I'm very proud to live in a country that creates courageous artists, and Mickey Rourke rises again. He is my brother."

Slumdog's A R Rahman: "All my life I've had a choice of hate or love, I chose love and I'm here. God Bless"

p/s bits of pity why benjamin button did not get extra's grammy while brad pitt is just oh-so-gorgeous. definitely deserved for best makeup anyway =)

loves.

bday to shou

2009-02-27T05:40:00.000-08:00

happy birthday shou!!!

Enjoy ur eighteen birthday!

loves.

grandchildren

2009-02-24T22:04:00.000-08:00

congrats to kak jaliah who got FOUR SUPER ADORABLE grandchildren.

i'm so happy for you.

BUT,I hate the way you shout every time you saw one of your child floating up you know.

It's like you will be shouting "NIKKI,DIE AGAIN LAH!!!!!"

Am i really dying?

The weather is fantstic today. Rain in the early morning got me sleeping so well I thought it rain in the middle of the night.Crap.

Still drizzling when I go to work.I love morning tht rains.=)

But ,sadly my love for the rain had cause accident that invovles FOUR CARS.wth.

oh well, drive safely is what I can advise.

loves.

movie review

2009-02-22T22:09:00.000-08:00

Cape No.7 I love you.

Love the guy for being so wild and so soft =)
Plus the scenery is FAB!
I really wished to lived by the sea one day though.

Get DRUNK and just sleep on the beach as if it's mine.

Seven love letters got delivered after sixty years by this very dedicated postman.

Certinly,touching!

It's nice and cute at the same time.Perfect.

Know wht's my rate?

10/10

loves.

adults' birthday

2009-02-21T04:37:00.001-08:00

Baby elmo, brandon and Ms.Marina

Brandon who ate selflessly

the guys

The ladies

yesterday's havoc was Ms.Karen and Mr.Zul's birthday.Celebrating with the adults is a totally different feeling.With their seriousness and maturity.

or am I childish?

I'm shocked that the majestic MD did not even join the party.Did not even wish I guess?It's none of your buisness right?

Ms.Karen was oh-so-red today.Kak Jaliah's lips was blood red and Ms.Marina was in reddish baju kurung.I wore me red-line shirt too! such coincidence HEH

Mr.Bala's cooking was fab.Heart his curry chicken!!!!! by the way.first time in history, yesterday was the first time I ate roti jalar.Yes,that yellow colour roll.Forced to eat actually,by Kak Jaliah.

Conclusion is today was FUN!! when i got to celebrate birthdays, eat good food and spend time with Simba!

yeah, that lion in lion king.Apparently, he's at the lower ground floor at my office.Always wondering outside Gelataria.I fed him curry chicken bones contributed by Ms.Sally and Ms.Haiza.He ate all of it =) but later on Mr.Edi don't allow me to feed Simba cause he said that curry is unhealthy for dogs.

SIGH..Simba had a collar line but no collar now.Brandon is guessing that his master dumped him.

loves.

starring at you

2009-02-18T21:50:00.000-08:00

starring at you makes me think what are you like

like there's something deep down in your heart

covered by your lovely face.

loves.

birthdays for two goats

2009-02-14T22:23:00.000-08:00

cray always stick to his phone when his girl is not there

to the right! ke yang!!
as ju ee says..valentines is so yesterday! HEH somehow when i walk around the streets, sightings like couples holding hands, couples making out, couples whispering can be seen all day long!!!

although love is in the air but still maybe singles like me still feel probably HEH pathetic. simply pathetic.with no boyfriends! gaaaa..

anyway,there is two goats celebrating their birthdays today =)

KE YANG!!

YI YANG!!!

knew both of you since like when i'm form one?you guys are like brothers to me!!! especially yi yang who kept reminding me having flat boobs and always lend a helping hand when i really needed help! hope that you will be mature enough the next time i see you and what i meant by being mature is not talking about boobs and ESPECIALLY my boobs anymore. can you just change another topic?

BUT,yi yang, i felt bad this year. really bad cause it's like almost every year we helped you to celebrate your birthday and now....although i get to rest but still sheesh...

happy super deeeeeee duper BIRD DAY to you =)

as for ke yang,remember those days when we skip classes and chit chat.yeah,those were the times and you are a great brother!! still remember your jersey number 17!! hope to see you soon though.

loves.

2009-02-09T22:17:00.000-08:00

I remembered once when we're on our way to SBS, I hold your shirt so tight I almost tear off your shirt because the slope is stiff and it was dark that night.
But the night was beautiful,I've never seen so much stars in my life ever.All you did was kept asking me to be careful and watch the road and didn't mind that I pulled your shirt that tight.
We talked a lot during that trip and deep down in my heart I felt that somehow you are someone special.You liked JAy too!! I remembered you bought packets of coffee for your grandparents and you told me they like coffee.certainly,obviously,you love your family so much.I felt warm that time seeing you care for them so much.

In SDS classes,all you did there was smile and smile.I've always noticed you since the first day you came in our class.I wondered.."why is he smiling all the way"I almost wanted to mumbled "crazy" What surprised me after that was whenever I saw you smile,I feel like laughing out loud.I feel like smiling every second too.

Later on, I did not attend dhamma class because I have "no time" to go to the temple but study for spm. When i finally went to class suddenly someone informed me about your blood cancer and i was so shocked and have such urge to see you immediately.luckily i get to see you but that time you did not change much! only you have no hair that time..you are still smiling and strong to fight.Shanon definitely cheers you up with his singing,i know.because you laughed.

during november,I promised myself to visit you every week or maybe every day to accompany you or maybe help you to fight whatever that makes you grew weaker day by day.You even smsed me just to say good luck for spm and you will also fight against it.after history paper,you even asked me how's the paper!

however,i did not kept my promise.day by day passed by during december and all i did was enjoy through out the month.I thinked of you that period but thought that you will be ok. and one day i asked whther i can visit you but you said no,you are not feeling well.once again,i put you aside.

the next time i saw you,was in the hospital.you smiled at me and I left without saying anything to you.I felt like holding your hand right away and talked to you but i'm strictly not allowed..
I felt horrible but at the same time thrilled because you smiled at me.

you left everybody included me when me and my family are on our way to our hometown.6.15 in the morning on chinese new year eve.I cried so bad followed by my sis and mum.
your leaving touched people who knows you but also strangers like my mum.my heart felt to the bottom of the earth.

Jeremy said something to me later on that makes me feel better.and i think what he said is right.
hope you will be resting in peace.

loves.

happy niu year

2009-02-08T04:24:00.001-08:00

happy chinese NIU year everyone :D

loves.

js ns look

2009-02-08T04:04:00.000-08:00

vin vin new look from ns :D

loves.

car

2009-01-29T21:58:00.001-08:00

hello kitty exhaust!

stupid exhaust

23 EXHAUST!!!!

BIGGIE EXHAUST!!!

Brandon love those :D

Hope you get well soon by the way heh

loves

i heart this

2009-01-21T21:28:00.000-08:00

get me one of this anyone out there :D

loves.

a night without strs

2009-01-19T21:22:00.001-08:00

last night,i was looking up the sky hoping that i can make a wish to a star.But,tonight there is no stars at all.Not even a single one and it makes me want to pour out right away and in a sudden.. an aeroplane passed by

i'm thinking that" such fake objects should not even exist by giving hope"

yee sook,I'm truely sorry that I visited you after for such long time.I know I'm horrible for not visiting you in the whole december and yesterday is already 19 of january. Please forgive me for being such a loser! but i will never forgive myself..even before SPM,i even planned out that I will visit you and probably take care of you at least once every week but looks like everything is too late..For now,I can only encourage you to be strong and touch you as gently as I can.My heart fell off the cliff when I saw your body.You got so thin and boney..I don't recognise you at the first look but when i look into your eyes,I can only confirm it is really you.It's yee sook!Although you can only nod and shake your head but i do hope you can express yourself before you go away from all of us.Your mum cried till her cheecks got so greyish and the way your grandma looks at you makes me feel so sour

I really do love you and I will always do! I will also remember the smile you gave me last night. Although it's a weak one but I will still remember it for life..You are indeed a great friend with a big heart that melt all of us. I still hope that miracles happen anyway..

loves

tagged by vanissa hudgens no it's NG!!!!!!!!

2009-01-18T21:17:00.000-08:00

Tagged by Baby V!! not the hudgens but the NG :D

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smoke?
it's alright =) but not too heavy babe

2.How about drinking?
i love drinking too but STILL..not off the line

3.Do you like someone you can't have?
I have most of it! heh!

4.If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
depends!

5.What's your favourite sport?
basketball and badminton ;)

6.Its Saturday night, and you're home alone... what do you do?
either sneak out the house to go clubbing OR lazily lying down on the couch watching TV.

7.Do you like roller coasters?
hell yeah

8.When's the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
ANYTIME!

9.If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?
Jay chou? Ryan seacrest? Joe cheng? Josh Duhamel? Jesse mccartney?

10.What are you doing this weekend?
Eating fab seafood back in my hometown..yum yum DEELEE

11.What is your favourite restaurant?
OMG..plenty i seriously cant' list out ll of them

12.Have you ever hugged someone?
a sarcastic DUUH~

13.Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?
yes.laughs.

14.Do you like anyone right now?
nah uh

15.What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
their features=)

16.Which do you prefer, Beach or Mountains?
simply hard to choose!! mountain beside a beach? beach beside mountain?i want both=)

17.What kind of phone do you have?
nokia.........whats that modal again?

18.Computer or Laptop?
definitely laptop :D

19. Jeans or Sweats?
always those sexy jeans.

20.Which year(s) has/have been the best so far?
EVERY YEAR

21.How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
eighteen!!

22.What should you be doing right now?
eating..cause it's my lunch break heh!

23.What is your favourite TV show?
too many!

24.What's been your last purchase?
La senza's

25.Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?
heh..it depends!

26.Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
i guess more thn ten times in my life =)

27.What do you do when you're at home?
be the princess =P

28.What is your favourite subject?
accounts? english?

29.What's the best thing that's ever happened to you?
uncountable!

30. Tag 10 people
kenny sia, OMG BITCH, kok ping , jia shin , chiet chun, kee wei, chin fong, jessica, chee hung, sher nong

The person who tagged you..
-vanissa love

What relationship of you with him/her?
-she's my babe =)

Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
-seducing, smart, wild, hardworking and......a hot body?

The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
-organised my bday partaay

The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you?
- HUIIIIIIII MINNNNNNNN

If he/she becomes your lover, you will....
- i will always be her lover too :D

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
-KISS HER!

If he/she becomes your lover , he/she has to improve on..
- just be herself =)

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
- probabbly fight over a boy haha..wil that happen?

The most desirable thing for you to do to him/her is...
- a hug? a kiss?

The overall impression of he/her is...
-hot with a fuckin delicious bod =)

How do you think the people around you feel around you?
-ask them will do =)

The character for you for yourself is...
- angelic ;D

On the contrary, the thing you hate about yourself is...
-erm..i can't think about it now

The most ideal person you want to be is...
-angelina jolie?but cut off bout the babies part =)

For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
-stop loving me =)

I tag ...
look UP!!!!!!!!

loves.

congrats

2009-01-15T21:35:00.000-08:00

congats much to the new wed couple!

just look at her dolce and gabann wedding dress

loves.

laughs=)

2009-01-14T05:36:00.000-08:00

" Nikki,you really suck at the kitchen is it?No wonder you wash captain's teacup set for one hour!"

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

and the laughs go on..

yes,i admid i do suck at washing and cleaning plus all the cookings but what can I do? I simply do not have the talent at doing all those kind of work.

BUT,now as the personal assistant of captain,part of my job is to" captain! coffee or tea? " and i have to boil the hot water for him as well.Little simple job like this is actually important as he has his status and not really just some human when some people "SO WHAT?YOU THINK WHO YOU ARE?NORMAL HUMAN ONLY MAH"

It's respect!

working in this company really open my eyes although this is only my 4th job.I learned about confidentiality, "DON'T TAKE THINGS SO SERIOUSLY", be a princess and act like one , "YOU WILL NEVER CORRECT THE MD" heh..

to all my jobless friends out there,no offence but I just wanna say that when people don't hire you although you already leave your number to them, look at the mirror and reflect yourself to maybe think what to improve and later on change.After changing, go out there and start hunting again!heh

I always improve myself to be better person but seems that the world now requires greater qualities :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MS.SALLY

you are that special someone who always make people around you smile and laugh their asses off =)

loves.

aye aye captain

2009-01-09T06:41:00.000-08:00

AYE AYE CAPTAIN!

yeap,my new boss is indeed a captain.

Captain,in case you are looking at this page, "hello,this is my blog where I write about my life"

laughs!

anyway,I really look up to capt as although he's err..old? but still kept asking me tricky question where I really do have to think properly before answering to make sure my answer is correct AND satisfying.yes,wth.

in these three days,time flies like "NIKKI!!!Captain wants you in his roooooom!!!!!" "NIKKI!!! photostat this!!!!!" "NIKKI!!!! SCANNNNN THISSS!!"

this is what looks like for a office job.

chin fong,think twice if it's really your dream job heh :p

i find all the uncle and aunties here are like a family,although we work but still there are times we joke and laugh out loud!!there is actually a playful side of all of them =)

i start to love all of them already!! full time story teller Kak Jaliah, super hot secretary Kak marinah, slumber Brandon, kl tower Raymond, sweet Sandra , oh-so-good-looking Mr.Bryan....etcetc..

frankly speaking,i do learn alot of things.ALOT!

so a big thank you to Ms.Lynn for all of this.

today,i wore a black dress to work.and of course the super short black heels.and what happened today was I was sitting at my place and suddenly the phone on my table rang.well,there goes Kak Marinah shouting through the phone asking me to go down to captain's room to get ready as he is coming.I ran with my heels downstairs and TADAH the floors are wet and i slipped.

imagine me lying down on the floor wth my glam black dress.

OMG

so embarrasin!

anyway,tomorrow's is someone else's bday!!!

HAPPY THIRTY FOUR TO KAK MARINAH!!!!

you are the best secretary ever.stay hot always.love you.:D

loves.

for my big bro

2009-01-09T06:16:00.000-08:00

i dedicate my 5oth post to him :D

i'm seriously missing you brother haha

loves.

job quitting=)

2009-01-07T05:48:00.000-08:00

I QUIT MY JOB :D

well,from the bottom of my heart.whoever who wanna taste the bitterness of working in the tough and oh-so-harsh society or maybe thinking to be a tougher person.

please do go to pyramid's ELLE.

they have a superb supervisor.fierce to eat you up as well as mould you to be fit enough to stand strong and be firm in today's life!!

Although working with her only in this short four days but still..i can see she's really great.and yet she knew it herself.but due to my useless pair of legs,i can just get another job and that's it. A job i don't have to stand straight for eight hours and run here and there serving customers as well as climbing up and down from ladders and racks just to get a new piece of shirt or either a pair of shoes.it's devastating.

thanks to shooky and sue.a big thank you to all the kakak and li jean too.i will never forget you guys.

after all this years shopping,i of course hate one part of shopping that is the TRYING CLOTHES part.

and what i do was after trying the clothes,i will take the unwanted clothes and the seperate hangers like a mountain and pass it to whoever in charge.there is always this somebody who will be waiting to clean up the mess for you.AND i took it for granted.

I always think that it's that person's job to deal with all the unwanted clothes after all the trying so laughs! I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU

but,after this four days,i realised i'm such a fool. It's me now who actually clean the mess up for all the ladies,the aunties,the grandmas,the girls.they don't give a damn and just pass me the stack of clothes and hangers after trying.I'm not complaining but i felt bad. felt bad for not thinking for the others.=)

so,i will actually came out from the fitting room and give back clothes hanged properly with the hanger.it is a good deed.and i feel better!!=)

anyway,lucky me.i got a job now in a office.nice staffs with all the uncle and aunties.

happy sweet sixteen to khai cheng.i like the way you always smile :D

loves.

first day of 2009

2009-01-01T04:59:00.000-08:00

first day of 2009 totally suck.it's my first day working today.too delight to even have such supervisor name Sue!so BOSSY i even think of sueing her wtf.

Although i'm wearing flats but my legs still sore and worst to worst even have those bubbles poppin out!I mean i seriously don't get what those people think of..it's like shooping for clothes on this kind of day?what are you guys thinking when you guys can actually shake your legs off at home or maybe do other things than shooping?

goodness!and i can't believe i actually love shooping..heh!

anyway,it's a seriously really tough day.But,ohmygod...vanissa actually walk in the shop and "hi hui min" and i'm like who's that?impossible for the customer to call me and no way the SUPERVISOR call me cause i'm known as nikki there..but currently they called me MICKEY wth..so gonna do something bout it! but i corrected some of the stuff

but i still hope the condition will be improving seriously..i can't bare such tense environment with the supervisor saying that kind of "today my mood very bad har...really very very bad har"

seriously like i give a shit.throw shit.on her face.

suddenly big bro miss call during break!! i miss you really after so many days.wonder how you look like with that botak face..haha!it's actually public holiday for them in NS too=)

me : so what you did so far in NS?

big bro : nothing much lah..kawat and go to classes only

me : why NS need to go classes?study what?

big bro : sikap positif and alot of nilai

wth..

loves.

happy new year to everyone by the way:D

oops!!! almost forgot!!

this first of january is also a day someone turn into this vorocious fierce type of sexy seventeen..

presenting.................................

LIZZY

xoxo to you.